The feeling to leave everything

Starting this special blog with our warmest regards, I would like you all to read this once, if you feel to leave everything, everywhere!

Note: We recommend the same blog when you choose to delete your account from our site! Although you can skip reading, but we ask you to read a true deep heart to heart talk, once before leaving :)...

This thought is not new, we feel like leaving everything! We seek solitude, privacy, stillness, and most importantly deep inside we look for a pause to life! We feel frustrated because of the helplessness, also we know something is wrong with us! We don't belong here... And... No.. it's not fine what's happening! And slowly it goes to crying and sadness all inside, life sucks! Oh yea obviously, the grin on your face is always there. 

So, that feeling, of things being useless! Worthless feeling, no use to do this, no point continuing, it's not helping me in any way! It won't work out well! Why the hell shall I continue? Point me out the reason!...

Deep inside don't you know that it "can" work! You reply me, "no!! Not at all!!"

I ask again... U say, "Noooo!!!! Can't you understand!!!"

I ask again, and you say, "Yeah maybe it can work, but it will not work for me!"

This isn't any clever psychology, this cannot be! This is just how we are, for when we think it won't work, we find the ways in which things won't work and let it all be aside, thinking it's life, it happens, but you know that it doesn't "happen" it is done! You will forget it no sooner. You will have the knowledge whenever you get into a conversation with a friend, who again will decide to do the same in his life, no matter how much you hate that friend, you will share your knowledge and help him out! You sure will encourage him to continue with things, telling that you couldn't do and knowing that you "didn't" do.

Quitting just makes us feel more and more to run away. Life is hard, but we can't quit it, we can but then, we had wasted our lives!

We have so little to live! Remember? The day when we were in junior school and we loved to wear fancy clothes for our birthdays! Remember how we enjoyed the little parties? It's not something old! It is recent, yet the counted days it has been so long you left the school. In no time a year will pass, and in no time life will end! The little time we have is to live and spread life around the world. The purpose of life and my significance on Earth?

 To be satisfied enough and die only after attempting everything is the true aim we achieve, and to be satisfied we live our life! Hope reminds me what will I think the day I am about to die? My heart will race! Not because I won't live more, but because I wasted so many years! Let me take a step ahead, and try what I want to! Let me try what I think I cannot do. If it fails, if I fail, then... Am I not back to where I was? Life is a no-lose game and not winning is the feeling of defeat! There are just two words, attempt, and victory. We attempt for victory, if we don't win, we attempted, we tried, we experienced! 

I am no motivational speaker, my mental maturity, my life experience, my exposure to world is far less than you consider, but the bare minimum I have lived till now, I feel that it had been hard, and impossible, if I wasn't lucky enough to have people who failed. I learnt from people, and that is omly why I attempt. This is my attempt to let you not leave! 

Keep writing, wherever you be!,

Aaditya (Member of team PoeTree FoRest)